I haven’t seen you in four months. I guess life has other plans for both of us. You have no idea how much i’ve done in school but I know exactly how much you’ve jumped, who’s been lucky enough to be on your back, the number of people whose ass you’ve saved and the number of people you’ve been so patient with and tried so hard for. I hope they haven’t annoyed you too much. You look thinner in your photos from when i left in january and it hurts seeing you like that.
You’re such a star. Ex olympian and best equal riding horse featuring in no less than 5 newspaper articles and news features.. I’m glad there have been a few people around to love you but you still mean the most to me, ever since that one saturday morning in early 2011.
It was you who carried me back into showjumping and I who jumped you first since the YOG. It’s sad, how you went lame for the first time in 18 months when I came back from the states last year.. and up till today, we haven’t had a chance to get back in the game together.
I really really do pray that nobody takes you away from me again this summer. It just really isn’t the same when it’s not you.
“Because somewhere along the line, you always loose your heart to some very great horses.”
You are one of them to me. You’re not particularly flashy and fancy. Your talent is one thing but that enormous heart beating within your chest makes you that much more outstanding.
If only you could understand all this.. anyway, I miss you. See you soon :)